THE BAD DAYS!! Over the last 7 months there has been every emotion you can think of. I don’t begin to even think I can even imagine what he goes through. I do wish with ever fibre of my being it could of been me instead of him. I would take it all away if I had the chance and that was pretty much the hardest thing to accept on my part. I can‘t fix this I can’t cure him I can’t make it all go away like a mom should. The first night we came home from the hospital. We had to do multiple checks in the middle of the night. The 2nd check we did, his fingers were so sore he just cried and screamed, WHY ME!! I didn’t say anything, cause I had no answer, I just cried with him at 3am till we cried ourselves asleep. We thought he would go back to school right away. But it took over two weeks to get him back there because everyone was severely uncomfortable not knowing how to take care of him. So they decided that Adding in multiple extra finger pokes a day would help, yes his m...